Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Benay was stoned almost all of the time. And I was smitten with her. She was very promiscuous. She had a boyfriend. And she came onto a friend of mine. And yet I was still smitten. When I made a move on her she suggested we become friends. I was thrown for a loop. Got involved with another woman who was a good friend. We lived together for several years. I don't know what became of Benay. But looking back, it all seems so bizarre. And stupid. Which is a lesson in life. How delusional we become to someone. No not to someone. But to love itself. It is a madness of youth.