Monday, December 31, 2018

ISLANDS IN THE PACIFIC

ISLANDS IN THE PACIFIC

The young shouldn't pay attention. To the beasts
who live upstairs in their parent's room. Their hearts
are black with disappointment.

To cheer up my mother I used to tell her about
the poor Irish peasants who used to be ravaged every weekend
by the Norsemen. Pillaging. Raping. Plundering. You can't imagine how they felt
about long weekends.

Sometimes I open the freezer door and laugh. Bring
on winter. Courage is something you have to
imagine. And there will be those who faint
When the war is lost or the child is born.

Islands in the Pacific. Plastic lands that Vonnegut
warned us of. Natives there live in commercials. The last
place anyone would look to survive.

December 2015 Week Four

three little...
December 2015 Week Four

Its Dougenstein!


Sunday, December 30, 2018

December 2015 Week Three Part 2



Church Street #35

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Church Street #35
................................................rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrring
licking her dreams.................. stretching her limbs................ yawning
she climbs out of her sleep..... recalling..........the night before
when her heart was taken apart...................... (some parts were lost
washes ............................................................some were relocated)
dresses
a coffee and one slice of dried toast
rushes out the front door.........into a
................................................crowd..............cliff dwellers
masses ............................................................from steel and glass
swarming into............ sub
..........................way
..........................holes.
.
On the platform a gathering crowd gnaw at the air waiting...she
................................................................................................leans
................................................................................................out
to see the next train appear loses her.............. balance
........................................................................falls
scrawled on the subway wall:
Repent now! The world’s end is down the hall.
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December 2015 Week Three Part 1

Boxing Day Sale
December 2015 Week Three Part 1

This Mueller, he makes me crazy...


Saturday, December 29, 2018

SLIPPING INTO MADNESS

SLIPPING INTO MADNESS

She stood in the door. Looking at me on the bed.
Smiled. And walked away. I never
saw her again.
The tap was dripping. I covered up all the holes
in the wall. Recovery begins with
addiction. She said.
Love was our problem. But I didn't know what love
was. A character in a Charlotte Bronte novel. Or the
angels in Dylan's voice.
I wanted to face the west wind. My hair blowing free.
My smile slipping into madness. But I only learned
in the old age home, that no one was watching.

THE WORLD HUMS

THE WORLD HUMS

The world hums like my A.C.
The music of the spheres
or the tinnitus from my brain tumour.
It hums like Planet X moving
through my head
with no particular purpose,
like Christmas music
in July.

December 2015 Week Two Part 2

and yet they continued to pile up
December 2015 Week Two Part 2

Unless you're a teacher, you have nothing to fear... maybe nurses too


Friday, December 28, 2018

December 2015 Week Two Part 1

appetizers
December 2015 Week Two Part 1

December 2015 Week One Part 2

recommended by 9 out of 10
December 2015 Week One Part 2

Church Street #12

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Church Street #12
.
Murder on the avenue
cop car yellow screech………..lawn order
stop
across from the body rub……. shop
………………………………………..street level flat
bars on the window…………….torso
………………………………………..greek statue
stuff’d in the refrigerator………………. the door wouldn’t close
………………………………………………….. burnt out bulb.
.
Her legs were found spread apart
one across from LOBLAWS…one behind DOMINION
her arms were found hanging from the legion hall
her fingers stuff’d……………….in an empty gin bottle
her head was never found…….a bust.
.
One of the winos said he saw her head hanging on a tree limb.
It stared straight through him before
it flew off into the night.
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December 2015 Week One Part 1

more than this
December 2015 Week One Part 1

I have many other tricks....


Thursday, December 27, 2018

Decay

DECAY

Its not that I mind the existence of decay
Emperor worm will have his feast.
But the tongue that crawled through
the salty flanks, will never crawl again.
I'm going to miss the dime crushed by the passing train.
The lovely cruelty of women inhaling.
The tongue stuck to the iron gate.
The wait that ends in the early morning.
The dog that purrs. The milk gone bad. The cake
that didn't rise. Everything crushes me
with its existence. The universe is flat. Men
are free until they are not. We were young.
And we loved to argue.

November 2015 Week Five Part 3



Going back home


Tuesday, December 25, 2018

Church Street #28

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Church Street #28

SATYR NIGHT
rain never quits
wind........................... howling
street lamps spit out............................light
everyone is hiding inside....................laughing
............................................................and busting
except for............................................ cigarettes
an old watchdog at......DOMINION
.....................................HARDWARE
.....................................shoulders........collar tight around his neck
.....................................forehead.........pulled down like a cap
............................................................over
............................................................his eyes........... glaring
....................................................................................through
....................................................................................store
............................................................storm...............windows
............................................................brakes
eyes.....................................................pools of rain
rise yellow...........................................through parting clouds
growling..............................................the moon peeks
....................................he
....................................lunges..............at the darkness
throttles.......................midnight..........by the throat
moonlight dripping from his mouth.
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November 2015 Week Four

a one two a three
November 2015 Week Four

FAKE POETRY

FAKE POETRY

There is so
much great poetry
that is second rate,
answering questions
that no one posed.

the Premier on the hustings


Sunday, December 23, 2018

Church Street #14

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Church Street #14
Cheery Charon……………………the neighbourhood pimp
garnished in his pin stripe uniform
dragged a garbage bag of laundry
into………………………………….. ACHERON’S LAUNDROMAT
and fed last nights sins into the yawning mouths of washing machines.


Cheery Charon flicked out a comb
…………………………………………parted slithering hair
removed his shades……………..slowly smiling
at the audience of patrons who have watched each of his steps.
.
Life is a whore house with too many guests
pretending they want pleasure
when all they want is rest.
 

November 2015 Week Two Part 2

but wait
November 2015 Week Two Part 2

TOO MUCH ART

TOO MUCH ART

Too much art is
institutionalized in museums,
ivory towers, hallmark cards.
Written to be studied,
painted to be hung.
Squabbles in the ant hill about
meaning and texture.
Making everyone comfortable
like taking a lease out
on a slow wet fart.

November 2015 Week Two Part 1

to come
November 2015 Week Two Part 1

hard at work at the office of the Premier of Ontario


Saturday, December 22, 2018

November 2015 Week One Part 2

the incredible ....
November 2015 Week One Part 2

Church Street #26




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Church Street #26
In a hollow dry morning
ambulancesreamingout
t……………………………..passed…………. rushourefugees
o………………………………………………….garbagemen
w………………………………………………… dressed
a…………………………………………………. in
r…………………………………………………..tales
d
……an early mourning tragedy…………tears
……………………………………………………eva
her cries………………………………………. pour
jerked off………………………………………at
her heart………………………………………..ing into
………………………………………………………….smoke.
The firemen glean the ashes for some cause.
The wind scolds them for their feeble gesture.
But the trees are filled with applause.

November 2015 Week One Part 1

check this out
November 2015 Week One Part 1

Sunday, December 16, 2018

September 2015 Week Five Part 2

and now for something really special
September 2015 Week Five Part 2

THE PROMISE

Every Spring the promise was made
to my mother that I would
go out for altar boy practice and
wear the black and white robes in the Fall.
But there was baseball.
High flies, workups, and contested double plays.
And every Fall my mother would sigh
as all the new boys in their black and whites
would make their way up the centre of the Church.
And every Fall I too was disappointed
that I hadn't yet learned to hit a curve ball.

September 2015 Week Five Part 1

less is more
September 2015 Week Five Part 1

I will be obeyed!