Monday, November 29, 2010
I'm in love with a name
I'm in love with a name. It's Cecilia. I've only known one girl named Cecilia. She was a friend of my sisters in their elementary days but she is not the cause of my affection. There is a Simon and Garfunkle song called Cecilia. That might be part of it. Maybe its the look of the name on the page. Like a city scape. It sounds neither warm nor cool. There's something perverse about being in love with a name. Its like some strange alphabetical fetish. I like Sandra too. But that's another story.
Specialist
Friday, November 26, 2010
David Halliday
Thursday, November 25, 2010
McGarvey and history
We used to just call her McGarv. McGarv was one place and her mind was somewhere else. And while she was someplace else, she twirled a long strand of her hair in her finger. Constantly. I was sure that at some point the strand would give out and she would eventually go bald. One afternoon my mother found McGarv (a teenager) in our hall closet. Talking to her boyfriend. The telephone cord was one of those long winding cords that stretched out for huge distances. If she'd had a cell phone (which hadn't been invented yet) she might have been imprisoned in the closet. The closet door had a tendency to lock on its own. It was her good fortune to have been born at the right time in history.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
First Medieval Time Machine
This is the boy in me... I read somewhere that if the great library at Alexandria hadn't been burned by Christians during the early days of the first millenium, we might have reached the moon by the year 1200, almost 800 years earlier than Mr. Armstrong's walk. Well, I tried to imagine (given that premis) that we might have created time machines in the medieval period.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Benay
Benay was stoned almost all of the time. And I was smitten with her. She was very promiscuous. She had a boyfriend. And she came onto a friend of mine. And yet I was still smitten. When I made a move on her she suggested we become friends. I was thrown for a loop. Got involved with another woman who was a good friend. We lived together for several years. I don't know what became of Benay. But looking back, it all seems so bizarre. And stupid. Which is a lesson in life. How delusional we become to someone. No not to someone. But to love itself. It is a madness of youth.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Homicide
Death comes in the quiet of our thoughts. When we were looking the wrong way. At the moon being smothered by a cloud. It begins in panic. Thrashing out. We want to live. Something standing over us. Waiting for our last breath. Murder. Now and then.
Homicide: Now and Then
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Bigamist
Friday, November 19, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
3 faces of Victor Genova
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Little Victor Genova Flees the Church for Life on Jack
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I was too old.
An odd thing happened to me last night. Well, maybe it was a year ago last night. Or that long weekend before that. I woke up and found that the world was suddenly younger. And I was on the outside. I have always felt on the outside but this was different. I was too old. I felt like I could see through the world. The world, society, life etc. runs like a dream. With full participation of all of us. Its a common dream. Or at least I thought. I always knew that children were waiting to join, that teens were biting at the bit to get started. But I never thought that older people were excluded. Not because younger people had suddenly voted them off the island. It was because they saw this dream for what it was. Pointless. Not that life is pointless. That's another question. But that this dream, getting up each morning like it was a new beginning. Fighting to get better marks. So you could get that better job. So you could buy all those nice things. But these are all distractions. All you have is time. And time is running out.
Monday, November 15, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
Thursday, November 11, 2010
America's Eco Woes
Monday, November 8, 2010
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Saving the Moon
Saving the Moon, illustrations from the series A Box of Chocolates and in the series i AM a GALLERY.
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
The God of Six Points
A new room has been added to 'i AM a GALLERY'. It is called The God of Six Points. The illustrations were created for a novel I wrote about an old man who suffers from dementia and thinks he is a god. (An old man thinks he is a god. And than he has murdered one of his subjects. In the western suburbs of Toronto, a small junction called the Six Points, an old man has prowled through the streets forever. No one can remember when he hasn't been there. No one can remember him ever being young. He knows everyone and everything about them. He believes he is their god.) The illustrations were never a part of the ebook.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
My Beautiful Aunt Bernice
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
The Power of H: i AM a GALLERY
The Power of H: i AM a GALLERY: "I have started a gallery of my visual work. It will be an ongoing piece of work."
i AM a GALLERY
I have started a gallery of my visual work. It will be an ongoing piece of work. Its called i AM a GALLERY
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